Lately its been hard.
I've found myself feeling a bit down. I know I know, everyone has told me, admonished me, etc. Why are you sad, they ask. You're getting married! They've told me that they have more reason to be sad, since at least I have someone that loves me and that I love more than anything. They're right, of course, and it makes me feel incredibly selfish to feel this way. Why should I be sad when I have so much to be happy for?
I am happy of course that I found Ben, that he's su...
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